Cho-Cho-Cho-Choo Station, 2023

Performance 90mins, at Comfort Station

Performed by Kyriakos Apostolidis, Gordon Fung, J Jiang, Che Pai, Mallory Yanhan Qiu, Yezhou Zheng 

Curated by Mallory Yanhan Qiu

Supported by HOMEROOM, 2023 Comfort Music + Program

Cho-Cho-Cho-Choo Station is a site-specific performance responding to the history of comfort station as the transition station between train and bus at the edge of the city of Chicago and now changed to the form of an art venue which naturally bears the culture and history throughout time. 

This 90-minute piece takes the audience on a journey to different connections with ghosts in different times and spaces. J Jiang’s captivating reading text guides the audience through the experience. Mallory Yanhan Qiu, Che Pai, and Gordon Fung use movement, sound, live projection, and objects to immerse the audience in a world of imagination and wonder. The journey reaches its climax on the outdoor lawn, where Kyriakos Apostolidis and Yezhou Zheng create a mesmerizing visual experience through live video projection and physical movement. 

You

Written by J Jiang

Read by Kyriakos Apostolidis, Gordon Fung, J Jiang, Che Pai, Mallory Yanhan Qiu, Yezhou Zheng

I heard that

you own a church in town now

there are many pigeons around it

it seems to be the batch we fed together in the alley 

when we were small

Does that mean you are the owner of the church?

I never dared to think

who makes a church belong to

especially when it belongs to you

no wonder I have not seen you for years

I visit your mother often 

like what it used to be

bring her some health supplements

she always says you go to a place far away

she always says we should show up together because we always swam together

Do you miss me.

how many people have you met?

how many confessions have you heard?

how many secrets you swallowed?

have you ever killed someone?

would you like to talk,

is your memory still alive?

is your spirit still fresh?

the blood runs in your body

is more viscous

they don't want to move

one pulse is one cremation.


I am afraid one day I will see you again

after escaping

encounter each other

Will we be disappointed at the same time?

when you prove my persistence from the past to the present

I remember one day

you answered me with a question:

Do you remember the feeling of drinking water for the first time?

I said I don't 

you said:

You better remember these things that can only rely on memory.

I kept asking you:  

You still haven't answered me,

what should I do if I choke on water while swimming?

since you are not here

I start going to bars in town

made up a lot of stories about the first half of my life and told them to different people

since you are not here

I have changed from a long video to an image

every glass I drink at the bar 

is water.

serious flood on arid ground

after the soil is connected

can they find their way to shrink back

can they go wrong

history is not the past

history is always something happening now

the interaction between the past and the present

the past does not die

it's not even past

and the future is now: 

me, now

alone floating in the center of a swimming pool

seeing no one walking above the edge 

it makes me hard to recognize my coordinate in the maze

Even if it's not important

sometimes

I desperately want to be myself

Even if it's not important

I am afraid God doesn't become himself either

God is surrounded by people like us

how does he become himself

I don't think I will make up more stories

if I keep borrowing

till I borrow all time and space

then I am not lying anymore.

then there is no you anymore.

And that is not true. 

I know you exist

because time doesn't exist

time only presents, 

in separate things

In you and me

in what we guard

Not what we have

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